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Realizations by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Realizations

She once believed she had beauty Because he told her it was there He wrote sonnets and love letters Told her how much he cared Though the words were generic The emotion insincere Cliché upon tawdry cliché Rung endlessly in her ears Sighing she berates herself for the words she once believed Baby, oh baby, you are the only one for me She shakes her head at the girl who bought such garbage. Never has anyone made me feel so whole, so free Her heart was won by greeting card sentiments And oh lord, did she fall Though the happiness was short lived When on others did he start to call He would come home late Smellin

Pep talk by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Pep talk

Special? Is that what you thought of yourself? Beautiful? Is that the lies you made the mirror whisper? Cherished? Is that the lies you whispered to yourself as you lie in bed alone? Bite the lips that whispered such foolishness Hold back that fairy tale you were aching to create Desired? Is that what you got from something so innocent? Shake the head that spun such stories Close the eyes that saw things that weren't there Splash cold water on your face Look into the mirror and see the flaws See you for who you are and not who you wanted yourself to be Mediocre Average Far from special. Dreams are a luxury that you can't af

Write by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Write

Colors mixing; flying Small patches of beauty On an otherwise blank life Swirling into each other and crashing Falling down like mist Covering me with their brilliant hues Covering me with such purity Such security That my soul sings Flying high Screaming with the crimsons Sighing with the greys Taking the beauty and stealing it Taking the vibrancy of the raw colors And creating words Like a greedy parasite But i cant help myself The colors are dancing Crying out! How could i reject such beauty? In a place where so few moments Cry out Sing Inspire I can't let such beauty go to waste I cant walk by idly W

Finally Free by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Finally Free

I cried so hard The day you left me Thinking that nothing would ever be the same again That without your voice telling me that you love me With out your soft touch and kisses that left me breathless That without your love? I would be nothing Worthless I cried so hard When I saw how coldly your demeanor changed From that of a friend A lover To that of a ruthless stranger I felt like I had been broken Into nothing Shattered I cried so hard When I finally allowed myself to smile The guilt overtaking me Because I had thought that I was Betraying you Abandoning you Abandoning the memory of good times long past Memories of

Prices by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Prices

I look at my reflection. Repulsed. WHO ARE YOU? What are you worth? I pound my fist on the mirror. A Penny A Nickel A Pound I'm not worth much. Not worth the shoes I stand in Or the smile painted on my face I pound my fist on the mirror Harder Harder Harder still Skin breaks Blood seeps I look into the mirror What are you worth?! A dollar A dime A minute of your time Am I worth your time? With this crazed look And the tears filling in my eyes The mirror cracks against the pressure Just like I do, under so many hard circumstances Maybe if I was better you would have stayed? What are you worth?! The crack spread

Kyle by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Kyle

Sighing I slip into bed With thoughts of you on my mind Not heavy and overbearing as I'm so used to But light, like wild flowers in spring Light like your eyes Miles away you are from me But when I read your sweet nothings Its as if you lay next to me Smiling I hold on to that thought Thinking of you laying here beside me With my fingertips grazing the lips that bring such beauty to me Those kind words spoken in that honest voice Picking me up from the darkest places Showing me the happiness I never thought I deserved Because of you my broken heart is beating Like a caged bird in my chest Wishing to be free So it might find

Suffocating by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Suffocating

Suffocating, Falling deeper and deeper into that familiar grey place With memories wrapping themselves around my body Gently, At first, like the steady hand of a lover Slowly it starts to tighten its grip... Searing uncomfortable tendrils of good times lost I scream But no sound passes my lips And the grey tendrils slip into my mouth Filling me up from the inside out Filling my lungs I CANT BREATHE! Make it stop!! I want to scream, the tears flowing freely The times of the past pressed so heavily on my chest Cracking my ribs Crushing my heart Seeing the shell of a human they left behind Seeing the tear stained face Se

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Quarrels by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Quarrels

Tossing and turning On a sea of sheets and open regrets Why couldn't it have ended better? The last time I held your face Why didn't you want to wrap me in your arms? Envelop me in the love that we both share Why did I have to cry? Emotions flying Only to crash on the aftermath of a ruined night Why didn't I stop? Before I slammed the door Told you to leave And fell into bed With a heart heavy with mistakes And a pillow wet with tears. Why is it that the words I so desperately needed Come too late? After you're gone Why is it that those words don't matter any more? The argument so vital, is worthless I wish I could take b

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I know I'm losing, I'm already dead my back is broken, and I beg for sleep, often hang me by my hands, I can barely feel your fingertips, my attempts to convince myself, aren't enough, I am more and more facade, as I freeze and freeze, my eyelids are falling sleepily, heavy, I am barely awake barely dragged out of bed, barely here rarely motivated, I can only hope for a future I don't know

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Grey by beLIEveinsong, literature

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Grey

The reds were too fiery for my tame soul Yet the blues too cool for the spirit inside of me I am a paradox A hypocrite A Hieroglyph That no one should spend time unraveling I need you. To fill in this space I so desperately need to fill This place that's so blank and empty A hole that is suffocating me from within The yellows were too joyous for my strained smiles The greens too full of life for my shattered one I do not possess the courage The energy to fight this To fight me. To fix me. The whites were too pure for me, who leaves ruins in her wake The blacks too dark for the hope that I'm straining to create. I stumbl

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Artist // Student // Literature

Aug 14
United States
Deviant for 14 years
She / Her

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Double Delicious Cake: But only half the calories! (2)

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I'm here to write, draw, see, love, and write some more!

I'm here to see amazing things (and if i haven't seen your unique brand then comment me XD) and post things that i think are good enough

Current Residence: In your closet (if of course its in NC lol)
Favourite genre of music: metal
Operating System: mac book
MP3 player of choice: i have an ilo?
Favourite cartoon character: invader zim (tell me one good reason why they should have took it off the air!!??)

Favourite Movies

phantom of the opera

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

eveything from asking alexandria to thrice

Favourite Books

Things change by patrick jones

Favourite Writers

edgar allen poe

Favourite Games

Bioshock, oblivion

Favourite Gaming Platform

xbox 360

Tools of the Trade

a pencil, paper and my noggin

Other Interests

books baths music and chocolate (if they are all to gether im on cloud 9)

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beLIEveinsong

Mar 18, 2012

I AM ONE HAPPY WOMAN

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I just found out that I Julia Hudgins am going to see THE Dave Matthews in concert in may. :D hell yes!! This is my first concert ever and it could not be a better musician :D now if i cam only stand the wait until then!

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beLIEveinsong

Dec 13, 2011

Tagged :P

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Tagged by: :iconspiritseekerplz: 1) Which is the best book you ever read? With out a doubt Things change by Patrick Jones. I cried the first time i read it. and have read it a hundred times since. its one of those books that is written so truly that it hits like a slap in the face 2) Have you ever lived an experience that reflected the Murphy's Law "If anything can go wrong, it will"? im in college so yes. Daily, lol i forget that assignments are due, my internet decides to stop working so on and so on 3) "When I grow up I...": when you were a child, what did you dream of being? a wizard 4) Which is the cartoon/anime you loved the most am

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beLIEveinsong

Aug 15, 2011

HOOOOOOOOOOOLA!!

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I am baaack! i know i wrote a journal saying this formally but i mean that i have actually written stuff i think is good enough to share! which is so good for me because this writers block stuff went on for much too long! So as some of you have so kindly noticed my birthday was yesterday, starting my 15th year (lol youth!!) and hopefully fixing the things about me that definitely need some tweaks, including my writing. But i see a bright future for that! (....hopefully XD)